Anticipation
It’s day time and you’re by yourself. Naked. You can see what’s in the room around you and it makes you nervous. You pick up the blindfold and and put it on. By yourself. Slowly. Because I told you to. The light around you gently disappears and you’re in complete darkness. Only you and your senses.
I make you wait. To give your mind the chance to start thinking about what I might do to you. To make your body even more restless. You know I’m near. That I will walk into the room any minute. Every second you’re in there by yourself increases your anticipation, your excitement and your uncertainty.
You ask yourself whether you should even be here. If you should have put on that blindfold. If you should have given yourself to me like that. There’s doubt. And some fear. But also complete trust. Then the door opens. Your body relaxes and your mind clears. You’re ready for me.
(Source: myredbike)
